So it’s advent and time to focus in on the coming of the one that can make all things better, all things clean and pretty, all things new… I’m struggling… again… with my messy house… (I have to remember we are living here with 3 blessings not three little tornadoes) someone else’s house since we rent… (why is the desire to have my own home so strong? I need to learn to deal with it now because I don’t think this will ever change… ministry life is tough sometimes) not having my dream home…. see I’m distracted… we are focusing on ADVENT… HIM… the one that offers HOPE.
This season I wanted to make sure we stayed focus on the right things this year, however it seems that I’ve been more distracted than ever. I’ve wanted to journal more and be more intentional… I want a lot it seems. Mostly I want my heart to be that of a little baby who came to bring life. Thankfully the Lord extends grace along with and HOPE and LOVE and JOY and PEACE and PURITY. And maybe just maybe this Christmas, I’ll stop stressing about all the ways I’m not measuring up and focus on the who is prefect and loves me just the way He made me.